Praying for flowers

Dear Inspirations 

It's been a while since I wrote to tell you how I feel. Tonight I can honestly say I don't know how I feel at this moment. Life is still good I can say that. Just a few curve balls that I've been facing as of late. I can't give in even on my worst days. I'm having a moment all to myself trying to search for my next move on the board. 

Today marks a month since I've been home from my vacation and up until today I was okay. 

This blog is to remind me that this to shall pass. 

Whatever you maybe facing don't shut the world out. Pick your chin up and push forward through it all. 

Take time to smell the flowers and appreciate them. 

Everyday won't be pink flowers and rainbows but that's something we already knew. 

Prayer will change your situation. 

So I'll take my own advice. 

I still love you. 

Jasmine P. 

I believe in miracles

Dear December 

So we meet again it seems like I was just preparing for you this time last year. For me you mean a lot, your not only the last month in the year but you mean so much more. 

To begin my dad and my sisters birthday fall under you. 

Each December from now on I will celebrate a year that I graduated from college. (Yikes) 

This year I'm going to see Beyonce.

Each December everyone travels to  Nigeria this year I won't be there. 

A semester comes to an end. 

And last but not least It's Jesus Birthday. 

We also celebrate Christmas and get ready for a new year to come. 

Tonight I found myself extremely emotional thinking on my life and all of the things that have happen thus far. 

Perhaps it was the text message from a close friend that really contributed to the way I feel. 

I've been thinking I need to get closer to God and really walk with him. 

I'm constantly praying and I know he is able to do anything in my life but I haven't been fully committed to him. 

I want my life to change. I know it's going to. 

This December,  right now tonight I'm asking for a miracle. 

I know he's going to do it. 

I'm excited for it! I feel the peace around me and it feels good! 

I welcome you with wide arms and a open heart I'm ready to receive it. 

I believe it. 

Love Jasmine P.