In the last 2 months I've found myself in deep thought. Deep thoughts about so much beyond my control. I've prayed on it all and I know God is working with me. I write to you today in the air on my way back to Houston from Atlanta. Bare with me as I try to express how I feel.
From graduation to vacation to the internship my life from December until now went really fast! When I look back on the pictures I had a blast. Now that things have slowed down I find myself questioning my happiness. People around me were happy, I was happy it was a joyous occasion but now I find some days really hard to be happy. This weekend I had a moment to sit back and really think about a few things.
What exactly is happiness isn't it what ever you want it to be? Yup that's right if happiness is what ever you want it to be then how can someone steal it from you. When your truly happy nothing can change that unless you put up a block and refuse to let happiness in.
The last 2 months I've been trying to find this "happy place" I've been stressing myself out trying to figure out if I was truly happy in reality I AM. Each day I wake up and im blessed to have people in my corner that truly love me for who I am. So what if I over think or second guess myself at times that's how life goes. No one can define your happy place.
No I'm not where I want to be as far as career and goals or even in my spiritual walk with God but I am no where near where I use to be. So today I declare happiness over my life. I will continue to put my best foot forward and reach higher than ever.
This weekend gave me that realization. It's only up from here.
Tomorrow is a new day.
You can choose to come with me as I walk towards it all.
So I ask you...
What's your happy place?
Are you doing what makes you happy?
Love DearJasmineP
Ps. I'm still here for you, with open ears @DearJasmineP@gmail.com
