Dear Inspirations,
As the month of October comes to a rapid close, I can only feel an array of emotions. in 27 days I learned more about myself than I thought I would. The idea of giving excites me and I spend a lot of time trying to give. I assume it to be my role in society and when I'm giving I am at my happiest.
While life this month seems to have flew by I found my self bask in in the goodness of small joys. When I choose not to measure my life up against other perople. I now know that I am doing pretty darn good. People can tell you all day but until it hits you is when it really sinks in.
I can't tell you if it is the change of events in my life that has me feeling the way I do but I will say that I have throughy enjoyed October.
I've kept a close knit friendship with the people who really matter in my life. It's not that others don't matter to its just that some choose to be who they are. This month I learned not to force it, Man it sounds so easy coming out. But forcing it has been my way for the longest time.
What happens when you chill? Sometimes the chips stack up and things go like you wanted them to.
Today I took one step closer to the next move on my monoply board. Grand prize coming soon.
In other news guess who's tuning older in 3 days? Me.
100 days ago I was freaking out about it and even kind of upset.
But today I must say "I'm ready for the next level of my life".
Whatever it entails I'll be merry with it. I know life will bring storms and there will be times when I feel like giving up but because of what I believe and who I serve I can't.
I won't.
Thank you to those in my circle who put up with me on a daily bases. The people that love me weather I have $2.00 or 20,000.
So before I blow out the candle on my imaginary cake. This time I would like to make an open wish.
I wish for happiness, love and most of all a open heart to accept what ever happens.
Closes eyes***** Blow........
Love Jasmine P.
