DearJasmineP : Reflecting

Dear inspirations

I've missed you all so much now that I barely have time to do anything. In January I crossed over to a new field and it's had me tied down without much wiggle room. Lesson plans and grad school assignments.

This week was my spring break and I can say that I thoroughly enjoyed it. I usually take a road trip or fly some where but this time I was in Houston. Running errands with my amazing mom, eating, and sleeping in.

"Time flys when your having fun"

I guess I had a lot of fun, but it seem like the time slowed down a little bit or I did a lot of stuff!

When I think about the week it feels like a blur but my pictures will clear it all up.

I met some amazing people over spring break. Darrien our waiter at Pappasitos extremely cool guy. Angela and Ashley the make up artists at Mac. They were so sweet, have you ever met genuine people? I love people that can laugh about anything. I feel like those people enjoy life the most. You should try it one day. Just laugh at yourself if you make a mistake or just laugh when times get tough.

After the makeup session me and mom had a Photo shoot. The photos were just for fun and I remembered how much I love taking pictures. It had me thinking about pagentry again. Perhaps I should look into that.

This spring break I fell in love with myself all over again. I think I was so stressed and worried from class, work and the breakup. (Yes the breakup)

Speaking of the breakup I believe it's always good to "hash it out like a couple of grown ups"

I didn't want to and I'm sure if my mom hadn't have forced me I would still be bitter about it all. (I thank God for her)

I'm grateful to know that me and him may not ever be together again but I do know that I loved him and he loved me we just had a few issues that I can't go into details on.

I forgave him though and I hope he forgives me.

I grew just a little after our conversation.

I asked him what should I do and his reply was "To find someone that loves you as much as I do"

I wonder where that guy is. Or if he even exist.

I'm not searching that's for sure.

In other news...

I have picked up a habit of procrastinating and it's killing my life.

This week I plan to really focus in and do everything I need to do.

I've been thinking we need to take everything up 4 notches!

When I'm not writing it's not that I don't want to it's just I get a little busy.

Who created this career woman???

This week forgive people that hurt you, rekindle friendships that you think are worth it. Let your hair down if you need to or pin it up. Talk with strangers and most of all love yourself. Make time for the people that want to be in your life.

Angela at Mac